| hanging by a moment |
[mar. 26e, 2007|10:16 pm] |
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| | home.. | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  yeahh.. | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | hanging by a moment | ] |
HANGING BY A MOMENT
desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
forgetting all I'm lacking
completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
there's nothing else to lose
there's nothing else to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else
there is nothing else
desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment here with you
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so high now guys.. i love this song.. i'm downloading it now.. para matransfer ko sa phone ko.. bayet... 48 years.. kabagal talaga ng dial up... shets.. ahahah..
sa wakas! summer break! 2weeks nga lang.. tsk2.. hoooo! hmmm... what to do?? what to do? |
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| =) |
[mar. 2e, 2007|01:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  =) | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | the jeepneys and the cars | ] |
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| chhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaapppppppppppp... |
[fév. 15e, 2007|01:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | house.. | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  ay ambot.. | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | cars passing by.. | ] |
hmm.. it was sme valentine's day yesterday.. no word from him.. maski isang message lang ng "happy valentine's day", wala talaga..
galit pa rin siguro talaga siya sa akin.. =(
last night, after that gawad awards, nappy and i were in front of the jacinto gate.. we were trying to decide kung saan kami mageat..
then, i saw him(?).. pero nakatalikod na un siya... as in parang siya talaga.. the same hairstyle, the same syle ng pananamit, the blue jansport backpack, the walk.. para ganing, pagkita sa akin, nagturn around bigla, tas umalis..
me: nap, nakita mo yun?
nap: o, nakit-an nako..
me: siya toh noh?
nap: murag mich.. murag siya jud toh.. dali, pangita-on nato sa trek..
me: sure ka nap?
nap: dali! go3x!
i was hesitant.. what if siya talaga yun? what if nakita ko siya sa trek? anong gagawin ko?
we went to trek and searched the game room thing.. he wasn't there.. we checked chums.. he wasn't there... we wet to cewa's to eats.. (and to check it out..) he wasn't there either..
while waiting for our food, the scene kept playing on my mind.. "was it really him? parang siya talaga ba.." i kept asking nappy if sure ba siya na si ruel yun.. he was positive that it was him..
shit.. ouch.. =,( nihilak ko guyss.. i kept blaming myself for what happened.. nappy kept telling me: "ihilak na lang na mich.. pero ayaw jud ka-feel na imuha tong sala.."
what do you think guys?? tsk2..
before going to sleep, my koya and i texted.. i asked him if nagkita ba sila yung tuesday, and if naglaro ba siya.. (if naglaro kasi siya, ibig sabihin, may pera na yun.. ibig sabihin, may load na siya..)
koya: uu, nagkita kami mich.. naglaro man din yun, ma load na rin ata yun..
me: talaGA koya? tsk.. galit pa rin ata yun.. =(
koya: di naman cguro yun galit mich.. kulatahon namu siya pagmagsuko2 siya... hehe.. atiklang.. mich, luv ka nun..
hahay.. hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin.. i gave up texting him.. sayang lang ang 20 cents ko di naman din magreply..
anu ba talaga balak niya?! ayaw na talaga niya makipagbati? ayaw na niya ako makita? makausap?
tsk.. nakakainis na ba.. tsk2.. ang swerte2 niya naiyakan ko siya.. grr. =( |
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| masayang masaya ah.. |
[fév. 4e, 2007|04:24 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home.. | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| | tsk.. tsk.. | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | masaya! | ] |
found my old bamboo cd.. ahaha.. i used to get so high whenever i listened to this song..:
masaya by bamboo
akoy malungkot na naman,amoy chico na ako
ilang tagay na hindi pa rin tulog
tanong ko lang sa langit kung bakit pumangit
nung dati'y masaya ngayo'y panay problemang
bumabalot sa mundo bakit ganito ang pagibig
ganyan talaga,'pag bago pa ang pagibig ganyan talaga masaya
pag ka gising ko,nakita ko si juan
na syang adik sa aming lugar
parang droga daw ang bisa na ginamit nya kanina
sa una lang daw masarap ang
pagibig ganyan talaga
ako'y nilamon ng pagibig ganyan talaga masaya
ang pagibig ganyan talaga akoy nilamon na ng pagibig
ganyan talaga masaya
~~ actually, kanina, na-hig din ako.. shets.. happy hearts day everyone.. |
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| some kinda not-so-good day.. |
[jan. 29e, 2007|01:03 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home na.. | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  what a day.. =( | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | cars passing by.. the kid outside.. the thingy in the shop.. | ] |
just arrived at home.. damn.. what a day..
hmm.. let me see now..
my guy and i were supposed to meet during lunch time.. but that didn't push through because (on the last minute), i had to research for our pharma project (which is due by tomorrow.. and kanina lang ako nabigyan ng task.. hehe).. i searched for 2 hours.. nothing.. 30 minutes before my class, i found some stuff.. so off to the printer..
on the first attempt, the computer suddenly went off... (damn it!) in my haste to uncover the printer, some thingy got detached from it (the printer), and went straight to the cord thing.. (thus, na-unplug siya.. and it went off)... so i had to turn it on again.. on the 2nd attempt, it started printing.. (whoohoo!) but then, the printer went crazy.. nagprint siya ng gray thing.. (na supposed to be blue yung na-print).. so i had to stop the printing.. i checked the cartridge, colored yung ink na nalagay doon.. (while checking the cartridge, narumihan ang kamay ko ng ink.. damn it!)it took me a few minutes to realize that naka-set ang printer sa black and white mode... so i had to change it to colored mode.. when i tried printing the document, di siya magprint.. the pc said i had to restart again..
but i gave up.. i only had 10-15 minutes left before ma-late ako.. i had to go to school early because i had to pass my requirements in healthcare before my class started.. (can't risk getting late sa class! meron na akong 5 or 6 absences and 2 lates!)
so i went outside to wait for a jeepney (no time for trisikads! ARYAT ang mga driver!).. it was raining.. naulanan ako.. (damn it..) i waited for how many minutes.. wala pa ring jeepney! (what the f***?!) nagtawid na ako sa other side.. finally.. merong papunta sa akin.. so i waited in the corner of the street..
damn.. ka-aryat sa jeepney! i peeked.. yun pala, may trisikad sa harap.. (buisiiiiiit!) *hurry up trisikad guy! ma-late na ko!*
finally, nakarating sa school.. i still had 4minutes left before the start of the class.. so i ran.. first, i went to the room.. magpakita muna sa beadle (damn it.. stick to the rules masyado ang beadle.. di mahangyo-an.. grr!) then, i ran upstairs.. *good thing 1 floor apart lang yung room namin sa pidgeon box thing ng CI ko..* na-drop na rin! after that, i rushed back to my classroom.. *good thing di ako na-late..*
oh and did i mention that i haven't had my lunch yet?! the whole philo class was torture.. *gutom bai..* finally, na-dismiss na rin... rushed to netopia to type and print my output *may flashdisk man ako.. pero walang usb port ang pc sa bahay.. so low tech.. ick..*.. ang daming tao! nagpila at naipit pa ako! shets!
after the whole netopia thing, i finally ate my lunch.. *4 plus na ata yun..*
then we went to my classmate's boarding house and made our project the whole activity period.. *pero wala kami natapos*.. we rushed back to school.. we were 20 minutes late! buti na lang ka-grupo namin ang beadle... so di kami na-mark ng absent...
i was looking forward to the end of class because my guy and i were going to have dinner together.. *at least mapaganda ng konte ang day ko..* after i texted him *na tapos na ang class ko, and i asked him pa kung saan kami magkita..* he texted back.. but he told me na magpunta raw sila ng koya ko sa net cafe thingy ng friend nila.. and that papunta na siya doon.. *toogsh* T_T
wala akong maggawa eh.. papunta na kasi siya.. i almost ate dinner alone.. buti na lang sinamahan ako ng groupmate ko... *naawa ata sa akin.. =( sige gud ako pasalamat sa kanya.. i hate eating alone.. =(*
now.. i still have to study for my MINORS *mga feeling major na minors!*.. most of the teachers tomorrow will be having graded recitations since PAASCU will be visiting us..
damn it.. what a day.. what a day.. =( |
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| really? =) |
[déc. 13e, 2006|03:19 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home! | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  toink! toink! | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | some song on the radio.. | ] |
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| hey guys... |
[déc. 12e, 2006|12:00 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home.. | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  *sigh* | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | some show on tv.. | ] |
i'm sorry if di masyado ako nagpaparamdam..tsk... medyo busy..
i'm struggling guys.. i keep studying, i keep reading my notes, the photocopies of the lessons.. pero di sila pumapasok sa utak ko.. i hate this guys.. i feel so stupid..
what happened to me? i lost the confidence that i built when i was still in high school..
i think i have anorexic tendencies.. a lot of people are telling me "pumayat ka mich.." or "grabeh ang pagpayat mo, kumain ka ng maayos..".. and yetm i feel the complete opposite.. i feel fat.. =( i don't like this guys.. i'm in a high protein diet now... minsan lang naga-rice... if i do eat rice, ilang subo lang.. i avoid carbs.. kung pwede lang, di kumain ng carbs... (ayan tuloy, walang glucose ang brain ko.. thus the struggling thingy..) i'm a fat frustrated dancer!
i feel ugly... i wear make up na gud most of the time... but still, i feel ugly.. nakakainsecure ang iba kong mga classmates.. huuu... matalino na, magaganda pa.. =(
next,i feel like i'm a bad dancer.... like i'm not the person that people think... a lot of people tell me that i'm a good dancer... pero i don't think i am... that's the reason why i declined the offer to represent the school sa dance sport competition sa PNSA... i feared kasi na i would put the name of the Ateneo to shame...
ahuuuuu.. what happened to me guys?! i've turned into this.. insecure girl who's too hard on herself... this is not me..
=( |
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| we won! =) |
[nov. 28e, 2006|07:13 pm] |
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| | net cafe | ] |
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| | sumthing.. | ] |
the (almost sleepless nights).. the practices til dawn.. the muscle pains.. the.. missed quizzeS(?).. the.. missed classes(?).. everything was worth it guys! =) we won!
please watch our video.. =)
http://elgin81287.multiply.com/video/item/14
*aku yung gurl sa harap.. sa gitna.. sa start n routine.. hihi*
the ranking:
champion: ateneo
2nd place: san pedro college
3rd place: davao doctors college
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we really thought spc would win... but.. surprise! surprise! it was us! super shocked talaga kami.. =)
the Lord is so good.. =) |
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| tanga... |
[oct. 30e, 2006|05:12 pm] |
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| | net cafe... | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  damn mich... | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | some kinda sad sounding song... | ] |
why did i have to do that? things were going well... the day was going well... then i just had to open my big mouth and tell that 3rd year prom shit..
tsk tsk...
i feel stupid... i shouldn't have done that... now he's... i don't know what to say... tsk tsk...
why couldn't you just keep you big mouth shut mich?! |
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| YES! FINALLY! |
[juil. 25e, 2006|12:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home.. home.. home.. | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  dunno.. | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | crazy for you mymp version.. emote ta dai.. | ] |
finally! i'm back! peste talaga! dsl nga pero di nakaka-open ng ibang sites! bowzet!
we're back to dial up.. ack! mabagal! huhu! hehe... my parents finally decided to take away the dsl..
lugi! lugi!
haha!
miss lj! whoo!
aadu fiesta is in two weeks! whoo! 2weeks to practice for te cheerdance and the sayawtenista.. 2weeks to train for dance sport.. huhuh.. wish me luck guys! especially sa dance sport... ack! |
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| waah! |
[mar. 30e, 2006|10:09 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home.. | ] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | tulog na... mahal ko... | ] |
a once in a lifetime opportunity has come my way.. i want to grab it...
the maharlika dancers are going to manila to train under the hotlegs' *one of the most known jazz groups in the philippines* supervision... and i was invited to join them...
the problem is, they're going to manila this april... and i have summer classes!
if they're going to go there and i don't have classes, my mom would let me go to manila...
i really want to go..
now i know how jun2 feels.. |
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| whee! |
[mar. 22e, 2006|09:15 am] |
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| | i love my life! | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | jeepneys passing by.. | ] |
today is such a happy day! ;p
i got excempted from the departmental exam in anatomy! so happy!
i reviewed for so many hours! but it's okay! i love anatomy!
God i absolutely good! :D |
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| super anatomy! |
[mar. 22e, 2006|04:58 am] |
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| | i'm hyper! luv anaphysio! ;p | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | kahit kailan by southborder... | ] |
whew! 3 more chapters para matapos na ako! departmental exam namin sa anatomy mamaya... i'm supposed to be reviewing na naman... pero i was drawn by the computer..
tsk tsk.... 4 more exams... anatomy, english, lit and edp... edp is departmental.. written pa! grrr!!! feeling major subject na naman! ugh!
better get back to studying...
*the nephron is the kidney's functional unit.... blah blah...* |
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| i wanna dance! i envy you david! |
[mar. 17e, 2006|07:56 am] |
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| | i wanna dance! | ] |
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| | some show on tv... | ] |
it's been a long time since i last performed... as in dance performance.. i miss it! i miss dancing on stage.. i miss practices! i miss the feeling of getting high because of dancing! huhuh!
hopefully the dansport workshop thing will push through this summer! since i couldn't attend the jazz lessons of LCB *the sessions are held during evenings..*, my parents agreed to enrol me to a dansport workshop..
hopefully my schedule will be flexible enough...
i can't understand myself.. these past few weeks i've been very hotheaded... as in ang bilis uminit ng ulo ko! madali lang akong nadadala sa emotions *char!* ko!
i don't know why my hormones are acting crazy... hindi ko naman pwede i-blame sa pms kasi pms *premenstrual syndrome* usually occurs 1-2 weeks before a girl's period.. eh 3 weeks before my period ito eh!
weird hormones... maybe my body's longing for something... something like... dancing?! haha! |
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| chuckie moments... |
[fév. 24e, 2006|04:26 pm] |
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| | whatever.. | ] |
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| | commercial on tv.. | ] |
waah!! i lost my eon card! *my atm card..*
i was supposed to withdraw money for my payment for our class shirt... but my card was not in my wallet.. so i assumed that it was in my other wallet *bago lang kasi ako nagchange ng wallet..*
when i went home, i looked for it in the other wallet.. wala pa rin! so i looked for it in my bags...
still not there...
chaka! |
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| hmm.. march pa... |
[fév. 9e, 2006|06:57 am] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
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| | silencio... bigla lang nag-off ang radio.. | ] |
the college days are finally over.. next dance would be on march..
can't wait... haha! |
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| addicted |
[fév. 7e, 2006|08:55 am] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
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| | the song in my head | ] |
Where Are You?
[J. Roman]
I know you out there baby
So where?
There's someone out there for me...
I know she's waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?
This life long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh, how does she cry,
What's the color of her eyes,
Does she even realize I'm here?....
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?
La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..
[Soluna]
I'm starin out at the sky...
Prayin' that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?
Yeah...
I'd wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes,
Does he even realize I'm here?....
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?
La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..
[J. Roman]
Where are you...?
There's someone out there for me...
[Soluna]
There's someone out there for me...
[J. Roman]
I know she's waiting so patiently..
[Soluna]
So patient...
[J. Roman]
Can you tell me her name?
[Soluna]
Can you tell me his name?
[J. Roman]
This life long search is gonna drive me insane
[Soluna]
How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?....
[J. Roman]
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?
[Soluna]
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?
[Together]
La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..
[J. Roman]
(Yeah...I know you're out there...)
[Together]
La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..
[J. Roman]
Where are you?
I'ma look all over the world baby
Cuz I know you're out there
I know it might sound crazy...
But I love you
La la la la la la la.. |
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| yes!! at last!! |
[jan. 10e, 2006|08:11 am] |
| [ | Humeur actuelle |
| |  civilization at last... | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | my classmates talking to each other.. | ] |
it's been a long time since i surfed the net!! aah!! it feels good to be back... the dsl thing was supposed to be installed last week, but the computer needed to be reformatted before they installed the dsl thing... but... my father was still at cebu...
waah!! i missed livejournal!! i missed friendster!! i'm here at the edp room.. so i can't visit friendster!! grr!!
anyway, my mom just enrolled me at LCB PAC yesterday.. i'm going to start my jazz lessons tonight... i'm so excited... wish me luck guys!! |
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| i dance because i'm alive.. i'm alive because i dance.. |
[jan. 3e, 2006|10:11 pm] |
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| |  wanna dance..!! | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | my humps... waah!! wanna dance! | ] |
if father samsom didn't change the schedule, i would have stayed at home the whole day... too bad he announced that there were classes..
wish i didn't go to school.. the teachers only gave our grades.. then after that they dismissed us..
well, being present also had its perks... our sociology gave all those people present plus 5s... plus 5 sa test?! choks na!!
aah... wanna dance...
the title of this entry will also be my.. motto?! haha!! ewan... chuy noh?
wah!! i'm not making any sense at all! |
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| toink! |
[jan. 2e, 2006|02:31 pm] |
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| |  i'm okey... | ] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | iris by goo goo dolls | ] |
i just found out that my grandfather died...
my dad's going to cebu tomorrow... i wanna go... but my mom won't let me... because of class.. |
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